6 letters I have in mind about LIFE, G.O.O.G.L.E
Go On Over Girls Lool ExistenceArchive for January 25, 2007
Littlest Things
Lilly Allen’s third single from ther album, “Alright Still”. Amazing song! Amazing piano piece too. Though I think I heard it before (I know)… The intro of the song actually reminded me of the song Wild World… It doesn’t matter actually, I love this song! Gorgeous and wonderful video too…
Sometimes I find myself sittin’ back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin’
And I remember when you started callin’ me your miss’s
All the play fightin’, all the flirtatious disses
I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We’d spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
Chorus
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Drinkin’ tea in bed
Watching DVD’s
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we’d buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you.
Chorus
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
6 letters I have in mind about LIFE… G-O-O-G-L-E
Why google, as some may ask…
Google is a trademark for search engine…
* It is to obtain information about something, someone via World Wide Web…
* To attain or gain usually planned efforts…
So for those who wants to know the REAL person in ME…
I say G.O.O.G.L.E
>>> Go On Over Girl’s Lool (something funny and cool) Existence…
Look how I see LIFE’s magic. How it strongly affects me and every human being as well…
See me at my weakest and see me at my toughest…
Life’s a stage… Since some may google about me… Here will I be updating some of my vivid moments.
My LIFE at its BEST and WORST… Still, my writings won’t differ as to who and what I really am…
Google about the simple and au naturelle, ME…
Bad Day
In a world of people you don’t know, WORLD of STRANGERS… I discovered one thing!!! That, it’s not EVERY fucking day – you’re fucking overwhelmingly happy!**
I’ve had a this MISUNDERSTANDING with my brother RJ last night, after DINNER… It’s a DISCUSSION about the PUPPIES that I am selling and is recently over the ads. It’s such a lame reason! Really it is… It started out when an Alex called and inquired about the female puppy… My brother asked me how much I offered the pup… So, I said 2,5k. Cheap, right?He told me that he should have given it to the first caller who inquired to him the other day. 2,5k and take all. He even scolded me for not discussing with him the infos. It’s just that… When I do breed pups, I don’t ask for someone’s help (financially speaking) – I even give them their share after I sold one. But, he doesn’t have to yell at me and say unpleasant stuffs. I do admit it. In every success I have and every single thing I’ve gone through – they’re all a part of it… I never did spare a piece for myself… Not a single penny for myself… Call myself, “LUCKY” if I spare some for myself… But never been there… If in some consolation I’ve been… That would be two years ago, during the times that I’m still living with my Mom and my Grand Pap… I no longer stay there. I am now here with my cousins, watching over them and minding my own stuffs and biz. I’m happy here but I am happier two years ago, coz during those years – all I think about was myself… Nothing, but myself…
I can buy all the stuffs I want… TERRANOVA, DIESEL, NINE WEST, LACOSTE, GUCCI, COLE HAAN, TAG HEUER, all the stuffs that can give pleasure to a woman’s heart… All the stuffs I wanna buy…
I can dine in and out @ Starbucks, I can buy and upgrade cellphone units… I collect and buy DVD flicks at ASTROVISION… I can be places at a time… I shop at PODIUM, ROCKWELL, GREENHILLS… I can have myself done at LUCY BRITTANICO SALON or MARY PAULINE or FITNESS FIRST… Where I can see myself a lot more beautiful that I am…
But, now… All I think of is my FAMILY… They’re the only ones left for me… They’re the only ones whom I can give myself and my heart freely… But how come beyond those good things I’ve done and offered them, this will be the thing I’ll be getting in return? At least, I want to feel the lightness in heart… The feeling of being loved…
I’ve gave up everything for them… All the luxuries I could give myself before, I gave those up… I never hang on in there… But never have I been on the brighter side. BRIGHTER not in a sense of being brighter than sunshine, but brighter side of life… NEVER… I guess, this is how it feels when SOMEONE FEELS SO DOWN and CAN’T GET THEIR SELVES UP because of TOO MUCH PAIN INSIDE THEIR HEARTS… This was never easy for me…
“I just don’t know why some people get the nerves to LAUGH about this KIND of ISSUES… Seriously, a lot of people has been destroying me… But why would I let them do that, when I myself can pull my strings and soar high and fly away…”
I guess, they’re born to be so fucking INSENSITIVE and HEARTLESS were they only care about their selves… They never considered, how others or a certain people would feel because of their actions…I just can’t seem to find the LOGIC of these things… If there’s one thing, I’m glad happened a while ago… It would be having the chance to be reunited with someone once again… After a long month of not having to hear from each other, no “hi’s” or “hello’s” there we were hours ago and honestly that felt good. For, I know that person is matured enough to understand things. Like I said from my previous entry: “I can’t let everybody love me… I can’t please everybody… All I can do for now is BE MYSELF and don’t CARE A SINGLE DAMN ABOUT WHAT OTHERS WOULD SAY AGAINST ME”
Whatever it is that people say that needs to destroys ME, it’s not me they’re destroying… It’s THEMSELVES…Like what Rowen once quoted:
“They can keep pulling us down, but we can always soar up. That’s the spirit. Lousy and petty people just doesn’t understand what we, smart and understanding people feel”
Thanks much for that!!! That will keep me going for now…
